hey everyone!
i hope that you all are doin' great. thought i'd finally do another xanga update.
let's see...it's now about 1:35 a.m. here in Hawaii (for those of you who live outside Hawaii, or for my friends who are on the mainland either going to school or whatever), and yes, i'm still up. i know, i know, you all are thinkin', "Lauren must be nuts!", mind you i do have to get up maybe around 7:30 or 8 a.m. to eat breakfast, make my grandpa his coffee and cook his rice, and do a few additional stuff all before i have to get going to work at 12 noon. then after i get off work at 3 p.m. i have about an hour or so to kill before i have to get my butt across the street for my 4:30 p.m. Biology 100 class that runs until 5:45 p.m.
other than that, my home life is frustrating me more than anything else right now. my mom is pissing me off to no avail. i swear, she's always jumpin' on my ass for something or other. i'm about ready to say "the hell with maui" or even hawaii for that matter. i seriously want to move and i wish i could but the only problem is...i don't have the fuckin' money to move my ass off this damn island.
if it's not that...i'm beginning to feel like no one seems to give a crap about me these days. in fact, i've come to the realization that i'm feeling like all my supposed, "friends" and "family" are only acting like they give a fuck about me when they really don't. i seriously don't know what to do about it. it gets me so pissed off that they don't seem to give a hoot about me. in fact, friends-wise, there are probably only three of my friends that i feel do give a rip about my ass. they are my friends, jason and yvonne (a.k.a. Angel), and yvonne's boyfriend bryce. though more so jason and yvonne than bryce, since i haven't known bryce all that long. i know for a fact that if i'm ever in need of a friend, at least, either jason or yvonne will be there for me, if not both of them. i know i can count on them. much love to you both yvonne and jas...i
u guys...you're the best.
well, i guess that's enough for now. i shall update again laters...maybe later on today if i feel like it.
Enjoy reading my weblog...Later dayz
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